Its going good so far…and Im liking it :)

This whole “new beginning” has opened so many doors and made me see things in a different perspective. I have also learned things that I believed that was WRONG, but not anymore. I just want to thank God for this new journey. I feel so good about it. And this “special” person that I am willing to CHANCE with again. I can’t believe I am getting into a relationship again. Its been awhile you know? all this time since my last relationship i have been concentrating on my faith, family and my “boyz”. Ever since that wound was so deeply cut into my heart thats all I have been doing. And now….this “special” someone comes out of no where. I AM SCARED because i don’t want the past to come again and hurt me. But something tells me inside to step up and just go for it. At the same time i have my “boyz” telling me that I need to settle down with someone. Well…i have told 2 out of 4 of my boyz about the “new me”. Slowly telling the rest. SLOWLY. I love them so much and I don’t know what’s holding me back on telling them. Before could tell them anything and everything. We all did that. Well…its going good so far. I wonder what the future holds for me on this?