It was a surprise. A big ass one too. So sudden. Never expected it. Never expected it would be him. As I sit here in the garage, waiting for my dumb laundry to finish, i reflect on those memories of you bro. Looking at Dadʻs ciggz. Memories of you coming outside while im outside and taking one n smoking it. and me n you would have those real convos. Different ones then when we are with other people. The play station II in the living room. Imagining your still here in the living room playing the football gamez or wut ever you call them. Yours and Esekieluʻs room, flashback of you playing with tamatoa and tehani until they crap or puke or piss on the bed. HAHA. Your clothes, your favorite samoan shirt with the samoan flag on it. Your Hats haha. Your stink shoes. Your earrings. So much memories here and youʻll only came back to us for half a year bro. I cry for mom. And im crying for you. Tears of things I miss, at the same time tears of joy that I know that at least youʻll no longer get into any trouble. 

Frick bro, as much as you were so hard head, I knew. I FRICKEN knew you were trying to change. Slowly but damn SURELY you were trying. And the time it was taking? I knew it was gonna be worth it. I just couldnʻt believe the news i got yesturday morning. I was so sad. So hurt. If I had my ways in my life I would go down the road right now and beat the hell out of the two survivors. And now? I know at least your with Mom. Its so hard. So hard to take in but I know I can push through. 

Teavaiki, be with these kids. Everywhere they go. Watch over them bro. Only three left in this house. I miss you so much bro. And always know that I love you no matter what. No matter what you did, I never stopped loving you. I miss you so much. I miss the both of you. Two tragedyʻs in one year. Months apart. Same date though. What are the odds of that? lol 

Alofa oe uso. Be with us in this house. I wish you could come back, but i know its not meant to be. Everything happens for a reason. God has his plans. Fa bro.