~ Sunday, November 28 ~
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You were gone for so many years. You came back finally. I know it was gonna take TIME for you to change and I could easily see your willingness to do so. The path was rough, hella rough bro. But I still believed I could get through you. And I slowly was starting to see it too. It just happened so fast. The bad choices you were still making. But I KNEW! I FRICKEN KNEW you were trying. And thatʻs why I have been keeping my Momʻs promise to not lick you anymore. Itʻs so sad that your gone. and I know that there are others that had a problem with you are probably happy, or maybe sad. but it doesnʻt matter. All that matters is that your my BROTHER. and I loved you no less. It was so sad to hear what had happened. So sad and mad to hear Dad and his opinions on it. I hope you knew that I was trying. Trying MY BEST to keep you guys together n to try and guide you guys the right way. I miss you so much. Even though we are the ones the mostly get into it in this house. It was so hard for me to stop crying when I saw you at the morgue today. I just couldnʻt believe it. You were with us yesterday with your son at peninaʻs party. And then you were gone later that night. It hurts so much right now. And im trying to push through. But always believe this, i knew how hard you were trying to change.  You and Mom are always in my heart. Teavaiki, I love you. I miss you. These kids miss you. But i know your watching now. Take care, if you see mom, you know what to do. I love you brother. Take care.

You were gone for so many years. You came back finally. I know it was gonna take TIME for you to change and I could easily see your willingness to do so. The path was rough, hella rough bro. But I still believed I could get through you. And I slowly was starting to see it too. It just happened so fast. The bad choices you were still making. But I KNEW! I FRICKEN KNEW you were trying. And thatʻs why I have been keeping my Momʻs promise to not lick you anymore. Itʻs so sad that your gone. and I know that there are others that had a problem with you are probably happy, or maybe sad. but it doesnʻt matter. All that matters is that your my BROTHER. and I loved you no less. It was so sad to hear what had happened. So sad and mad to hear Dad and his opinions on it. I hope you knew that I was trying. Trying MY BEST to keep you guys together n to try and guide you guys the right way. I miss you so much. Even though we are the ones the mostly get into it in this house.

It was so hard for me to stop crying when I saw you at the morgue today. I just couldnʻt believe it. You were with us yesterday with your son at peninaʻs party. And then you were gone later that night. It hurts so much right now. And im trying to push through. But always believe this, i knew how hard you were trying to change. 

You and Mom are always in my heart. Teavaiki, I love you. I miss you. These kids miss you. But i know your watching now. Take care, if you see mom, you know what to do. I love you brother. Take care.