January 2011
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December 2010
4 posts
I let you have thy way....
Day 2 at the hospice with Grandma. And it looks like she’s getting worse…You know, I try to put things in a positive perspective as hard as I can. And yet, it does work but slowly but surely I just start to cry. She was everything. She was just like my mother. Last night, I didn’t even care how late it was. I just had to see her. As I went to inside the room, Janet was right...
Feel like its gonna start all over again...
Tell me why am I not surprised? why Im back in the hospice again? As if it was only yesturday I was in here for Mom. And now? Im here for my Grandma. Kind of funny though, only a door down from where Mom’s room was at. Walking in the lounge area, I already was about to tear out. So many memories flew right past my mind. From the good, bad to the unbearable. As I was sitting next to gramz...
Lord you know all things, and I am never to...
Yeah, you can say it started the very day I was born. But honestly, never has it been THIS MUCH since the day my Mom was admitted to the hospice. From her slowly drifting away from my arms, to her passing, to meeting someone so special that I thought I could never lose up until now, to family disputes, to my braddah’s passing, and all else that comes and goes till I live I guess. Its a...
lessons turned into something that is needed and...
today was the day. the day i learned something. what i needed to do. what i wanted that also equaled to what i needed to do. But then again the fear of it is only holding me back. My braddah’s funeral was the bomb. People showed up that i didn’t expect. Maybe those were signs from God that was trying to tell me what was MEANT to happen. I mean, Im getting used to of what is happening...
November 2010
3 posts
July 2010
1 post
June 2010
9 posts
Don't change how the way I do my things and move...
You see me now, i’m rising above. What ever I do it keeps me going and NO ONE has had doubts about me ever since…so please…PLEASE don’t try to change things because YOU think its the best for me. I know what i’m doing…let me do my thing because its NOT only me that is doing my thing….JESUS guides me….*REAL TALK*
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Its a struggle....but Im praying for him
I don’t know what goes on in his mind, but I think I have an idea from what people and HIM tell me. I love em no matter what you know? and like…imma do what ever it takes to make sure he is heading on that right path. So today, we made our one month right? so we figure we just kick it in his room. But lord and behold, the grandma got suspicious and stuff. So she checked and saw me in...
Rejoicing now...... no longer grieving
Rejoicing rather then sitting alone in the room crying.
Rejoicing rather then breaking down every time I see something, someone, or some kind of action that reminds me of you.
Rejoicing every time I drive past the hospice knowing that you ain’t needing no body to change you.
Rejoicing because…..Jesus just picked another wonderful rose out of his garden to place somewhere in his...
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My prays are with you uce. Take care of yourself...
thanks sole. fa’afetai lava. se alofa oe ou aiga. ;)
because your just dying to know
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I feel your pain uce, the exact same thing...
true..you are so rite uce. but i guess coming from my side its hard for me cuz i was born into my church and my church was a samoan one dats y. thanks braddah. after reading that second to the last sentence about how long our culture now i can kind of understand some of my dads feelings about it. :)
because your just dying to know
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what are you doing now?
hmm lets see…im stuck at my house with this faalavelave bullshit…my plan was to just go to the gym and go out tonight until the samoan stuff is done for the night, and lord knows because faalavelave’s can go all the way till the next day. So yeah. If your wondering why im trying not to be affiliated with this culture part is NOT because I don’t like my culture, I LOVE IT...
April 2010
44 posts
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We live, we learn, and we sometimes fall. But what...
Times that we fall brah? Are lessons that we learn. No matter how deep that hole may be its gonna hurt some how. Just remember, God doesn’t give us things we CAN’T handle. He wouldn’t give us a cross we ourselves can’t carry. Never give up brah. Your faith has to be strong in order to get through your days. Even now, because the world out there is hella changing and lord...
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I can't concentrate with you keep on bashing me...
I love you…i really do. Im your only biological son. And i know there was times before that i have been lazy. But you obviously know that it all changed. Your sick and you know it. You need to take care of yourself. Stop stressing on things. I can’t deal with your morning calls anymore because its not “good morning” anymore its either and expectation or a bash. Why? do you...
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From now all the way back you can remember having...
Lets see, so I was raised in a Samoan christian family. So we always go by the phrase “muamua le atua” God first. I always look up to him before going to my parents or anyone else. There has been times waaaay back when i gave up and lost that faith in him but he never has failed me yet. My faith now? is STRONGER then ever. Even with this “new me” that im in I still have...
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I knew it. Congrads bro. We all Love you.
Takes a...
haha aww gee thanks bruh. take care.
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
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does love=sex?
I never believe that love=sex. Love is something special, spiritual, HARD TO FIND now days. You love that person not becuz of looks, but becuz of what they bring to u emotionally, mentally. Looks? are just a bonus and something that we dont need. If that special person can supply more then just that and you don’t want the sex cuz u wanna keep ur purity then so shud the other understand you....
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how come your so perfect and just amazing? sucks i...
woo! wooooa! first off, im sorry….but im not perfect nor am i amazing….those two character traits belong to JESUS! and second, dont put yourself down like that! haha smile! there always someone that wants someone in the world. Trust…. ;)
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
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If you could get a message across to a large group...
if i could get a message across to a large group of people….hmm…..those people would be my loved ones first….then just people who i know…my message? Spread God’s love to everyone and that they should pass it on.
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
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What sports did you play?
My first sport was soccer, then I got into football, wrestling, judo and volleyball. In college now i was in rugby and loved it. Out side of school was just grappling and MMA with my family. But my favorite sport was VOLLEYBALL. ;) haha
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
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How many instruments do you play? And what are...
I play 7 different kinds of instruments brah. Piano, Organ, Uke, Violin, Flute, Piccolo and Tenor Saxophone. Why? do you play any? haha
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
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Do you miss football?
Hell yeah!! i miss it so much… :(
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
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Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a...
a big bear…becuz i know if i lose the bear aint winning untouched…TRUST! haha
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
You don't understand what Im going through....do...
I know that your sick, and no body saw it coming. But please come on. Do you really have to bash me everyday about scholarships and finding a damn job? Do you really think EVERYONE can do school and work? If you really think that then sorry I don’t reach your expectations as a Son. I can’t believe you told me that if I love you guys I would find a job and scholarships....
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how much can you bench?
0 lbs….im weak sauce das y. hahaha
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
Its going good so far...and Im liking it :)
This whole “new beginning” has opened so many doors and made me see things in a different perspective. I have also learned things that I believed that was WRONG, but not anymore. I just want to thank God for this new journey. I feel so good about it. And this “special” person that I am willing to CHANCE with again. I can’t believe I am getting into a relationship...
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What's your thingyyy? Or just go to my Formspring...
look for the fafa feeeenaaaa one…lol something like dat…..and look where it leads…haha poor dude.
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
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Haha. Okayyy. Hold on! OH! I never know you had...
eh! follow me! i suck at following other people…lol
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
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NELSON! Whass good homiee-
sup braddah! haha nothin much……try look at jordan’s posts….se kalofae…i think sum1 was trying to hit on him and sed da wrong thing….lol
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
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Kristen :)
OH haha! LUV YOU TOO!
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
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Kristen :)
oh haha!
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I love you Nelson
kristen?! kaylee?!
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do you mind to follow this tumblr? it's about...
sure…follow me!
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yeah i googled it . fuck dat cunt.
eh eh! ezay ova dea! haha poor guy/girl…lol
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
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Are you bisexual?
Im PURE :)
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I love you nelson.
i love you fassion!!!
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Ever seen a "white Samoan" that look haole
but is...
yea. isnt dat called afakasi? haha DWIGHT!! lol
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
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Love your crusader spirit!
Keep that going!
y thank you. :)
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
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NELSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
um….hello. haha
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Thanks alot! He just told me fuck u bitch!!!
Fuck...
aww :( well he’s just taking it in the wrong way.
Im honest, but the answer SOMETIMES comes out slowly….dont know why..but remember ill answer it lol
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On your journey of becoming a saint louis man.....
Yes there have people who I been friends that left early. ANd they STILL are my frenz. I believe that from what you learned from Saint Louis, following the “characteristics of a Saint Louis Man” will show who you are. You may have moved schools, but always keep that red and blue blood in you know. Also? keep that RESPECT. The journey? never ends. Where ever you go, it keeps on going...